Just got back home from dinner with ET. While waiting for him, I walked around the shopping centre, and somehow my feet walked me to Kiddy Palace. When I entered, I thought I need to get wet wipes for my son.
But, my feet brought me to the kiddy clothes section - the baby girls section. I walked amongst the clothes, imagining Faith in them. I saw some designs that would really look good on Faith. It took more than a few minutes for reality to hit me back to the ground. I left the clothes section before I started to tear again.
Keeping myself focused, I paid for the wet wipes and left the store. I really wasn't in the mood to window shop or go anywhere at all. Thankfully ET arrived 5 minutes after I left the store, sparing me from more heartache.
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Dear Diona,
I may not understand your pain fully but i share a portion of your heartache. i couldn't stop my tears while reading your entries.
Stay strong and keep alert, although it is perfectly ok to let go of your emotions. sometimes God allows us to be broken because thats when He can work thru us and build us back up stronger again.
You are in mind and in my prayers.
your beloved cousin,
Jiewei
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